Wednesday, August 31, 2016

DAY FOUR August 21, 2016




Sunday dawned as it usually does, with Flash prompting me to get out of bed 20-30 minutes earlier than I do on a workday.  Kath took care of his morning desires, rising with the sun to feed and let him outside.  I awoke again an hour or so later, finding my wife reading on the sofa and the dog sound asleep after his pre-dawn rituals.

We love our Sunday mornings.  We’ll watch a couple of movies or catch up on a Netflix series before going about our chores. When the work is completed, we will settle down on the back deck and listen to the Tiger game at 1 pm when they’re home, which they were today.  With the lawn freshly cut and my wife’s gardens lush with glistening foliage, we no longer need a television.  The drinks are ice-cold and a lot cheaper than they were at the ballpark.  When you have a good imagination, you have a front row seat for every game.

Yet, it was impossible to avoid looking at the garden in the back of the yard.  We had transplanted a hosta that was over Flash’s final resting place, moving it to a spot under a tree that we hope to place signage over, a little tribute for our departed pooch, in recognition.   But in the garden were so many memories.

I remembered Brooklyn, a 40-pound Shepherd/Beagle mix, the first dog that was truly MINE.  My brother had found he couldn’t keep him in an apartment he was moving into and brought him to my parents, hoping they could find a place for him.  They found a place.  It was under my feet.  

I knew the dog before I knew the girl, and practically begged Kathy when I proposed, that, if you take me, you take Brookie.  She agreed.  She’d never had a dog she considered hers, but Brooklyn would jump into my arms if I patted my knees, slamming his rear into my chest as I caught him around the trunk.   He didn’t even snarl when Lucy would grab his ear to help herself stand.  He moved to a new house and even stood up to ANOTHER baby, before his end came.  

It was Christmas Eve morning, a joyous time.  The house was decorated for celebration, a yearly treat that Kath has kept up to this day.  But on this glorious Eve, Brooklyn slipped going down the icy, concrete back steps and hurt his leg.  After watching him stumble around on three legs for about an hour, I called my wife at work and told her I had to take him to the vet.  With the kids at their Grandparent’s house, I took the first available appointment.  The news was not good.

The vet explained that he had blown out his knee (or what passes for a knee with dogs), and that surgery would cost $1100.  Even after that, he would need injections for pain and after he said THAT, I told him no.  I wouldn’t put my friend through that.  The prognosis was pain, more on than off. 

When the portal was placed in his leg and Brooklyn was returned to the exam room, Brookie hugged the wall.  He didn’t like what had been done to him and he blamed me.  Hell, I blamed myself.  I held him in my arms as the doctor put the poison in the portal and watched him go.  The vet put his hand on my back and said, “He’s at rest.”  And he was.  I carried him to my car and came back and paid the bill.

When I got back home, I dug into the frozen earth at the back of my property, crying like a child.  There were men standing on the roof next door, doing an emergency patch job.  As my crying became louder, they stopped working.  They removed their hats, oddly.  I buried Brooklyn Dodger in his favorite blanket and moved on to celebrate the worst Christmas ever at my parent’s house.   We told the children on the 26th.

Dean came along two years later.  He ran in for dinner when you sang, “Everybody Loves Somebody”, the song his namesake had made famous.  He was not a bright animal.  Sweet as hell, but lacking in grey matter.  But what can you do when you send a dog to Obedience School and they get a C-minus?  At about the age of two, he slipped from the confines of the yard and lost a density contest with a black SUV on Packard Road.  A couple of animal lovers brought him back to me and I took him to an emergency vet, who told me it would cost $800 for Dean to live through the night, that the dental surgery would be a lot more and, since the impact was to his head, they didn’t know if he would EVER be right again.  I held Dean as he was released from his pain.  He took up the left side of the garden.

As I listened today to Dan Dickerson and Jim Price sharing catch phrases and late season hyperbole, I remembered when ‘T-Rex’, not yet ‘Flash’, came to our house for the first time.  I didn’t want him in my house and I didn’t like him.  But he was here, and he would remain here for the rest of his life. To remain in baseball parlance, I suppose it was something like being the manager of the Yankees, hearing of a new free agent signing.  I don’t like this guy, but EVERYBODY else does, so we’re going to have to get along.

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